Oct 26, 2009
For me to live is Christ and to Die is Gain
I'm gradually getting settled into the routine here at the base, We have two community times each week: Immersion on Monday nights which is a time of worship lead by various bands on the base and a time to hear from God and pray for the nations.
Also during Thursday night meetings and other times we get to hear from some inspiring speakers. This week Don Gilman (The base director YWAM Taiwan) spoke about what are we really here for and what is our purpose? After sharing some near death experiences he went onto talk about Philippians 1 v21 The same verse on the back of the FES hoodies in '03-'04. "For me to live is Christ and to die is gain." Everything you live for today should be for Christ and when we die we get to be with Him for eternity.
Exercise of the week: Eliminate Bingo Wings!
Work-it Circuits!
Oct 25, 2009
Forest Fire on Blacktail Road
Aug 31, 2009
Miss G: Mission File 1: August 2009: Sent to the USA
ETA Montana, USA: September 4th 2009
Back Log:
Arriving in Lakeside in April of this year I hit the ground running and got stuck into community life at the YWAM base in Montana. Over the two and a half months that I was volunteering in the sports ministries department of Youth With a Mission, Lakeside Montana. I worked with about 20
people doing 1-2-1 fitness programs via consultations, prescribing
exercise and personal training. I really enjoyed using the vocational
skills that I have learnt over the last three years in a community of
people who are all serving God. It was also a great way to meet
people and get to know them.
(Above: Introducing netball to cowboy country)
Fitness Training:
I trained closely with one client in particular that really made it
worth my time being at the base. I met with her most days she
achieved weight loss goals that she never had before so this was a
real milestone for both of us. It had always been a dream of mine
to work with people and achieve goals in this way. It is amazing
how God brought us together at this specific time; her family
couldn’t believe that a mission organisation had its own personal
trainer. I feel like the experience over the two and a half months
has given me more confidence to carry on working in this way in
the future. As well as one to one sessions I also started some early
morning circuit classes twice a week. A 45 minute session often
outside on the field just as the sun was rising over the mountains at 6:15am. I Also lead
group training at 4pm most days. I was encouraged by the
commitment and hard work of the staff and students attending.
I finished training people in the last three weeks of my stay just as
the students for the summer programs arrived on the base. The
sports department had been meeting every day after lunch to pray
together, often about the “Summer of Sports” so it was great when
they finally arrived. The program consisted of lectures in the
morning followed by 4 hours of dance, music, football/soccer and
basketball in the afternoon. It is a bit like a mini DTS as after the
month of lectures the students headed off on an outreach to
Germany using their skills to share Jesus and generally serve the
nations. Unfortunately after booking flights to go out and meet the teams in Germany for a week it turned out not to be the way
forward as on the internet I’d booked the wrong month of travel
and so would have been too much to re-book the flights. Even
though this was disappointing and a bit of a blunder it was a relief
to the family as the trip would have fallen in-between two family
wedding ceremonies.
Matrimonials:
The weddings were amazing even
though they seemed to go so quickly. I now have a married brother
and a new sister in law! The Texas wedding was beautiful. It took
place in Amber’s back garden decorated with sunflowers and fairy
lights. Peter and Amber took their wedding vows on a hot evening
under a white wooden gazebo at 7pm on the 12th of July. Two
weeks later service number 2 eventuated in Harpenden. It was a
lovely smooth-running occasion where family and friends who
couldn’t make it to the US could share in the matrimonial
celebrations at the wedding blessing. There was even the rare
event where mum and I sang together for the newlyweds during the
service.
Next Venture:
I feel like I have stumbled on what might be my dream vocation:
combining fitness training with Christian ministry in a creative
community setting. I may have been stumbling but I get the
feeling that God might have planned this from the beginning of
time?! The five month discipleship training school I took in Montana
last September, not to over exaggerate, actually changed my life.
Spending 5 months away from the rat-race of life and seeking out
God, being available to God and seeing how he can work in your life
as well as work through you in other people’s lives. Being in an
environment where people go all out, loving God and loving people
and where prayer is central and at anytime prayer for each other
would not be out of the question. An environment where fulfilling
Jesus’ great commission to go and make disciples of all nations.
Personally after suffering from an episode of bipolar in 2005 and
consequently having to take drugs everyday to stabilise the
condition making me feel not quite myself, I literally thought that I
would have to live under mild depression for the rest of my life.
However a year and a half later I made the decision to no longer
take medication for the condition. This tough time in my life had
left me holding back and fearful to step out in big ways in the future
in case the mental illness came back. I would be scared if one night
I didn’t sleep in fear that my brain chemicals were going awry
again. This issue on my application made the leadership question
whether I would be suitable to complete the DTS course. However
after praying about the application the leaders got a yes from God
with the verse;
“ The people walking in darkness
have seen a great light;
on those living in the land of the shadow of death
a light has dawned.” Isaiah 9v2
Visiting a friend’s church in Marlow I went up for prayer and a
couple prayed over me that my next step would be bursting with
light and colour!
Giving night:
Just before going off on outreach the DTS had a “giving night”
where we prayed about whether God wanted us to give to each
other. After an immense time of sharing material blessings, prayers
and words of knowledge I felt like I should share with the group
that I hadn’t been sleeping for the last few nights and was finding it
overwhelming because of my past experience. Molly one of the
school leaders offered to pray for me and the whole 40+ people
came around and started praying! It is amazing when people close
to God’s heart pray, it is so true that “The prayer of a righteous
man is powerful and effective.” James 5v16
They prayed for healing and for me to function the way that God
originally intended. People also spoke other words from God that,
when you hear them, reverse untruths that you have believed which
have been holding you back from the good things God has planned
for your life. Right at the end Alicia thought God was telling her to
sing “Our God is an awesome God” she held back in doing this as
considered this request to sing an old school 70’s song pretty
random. However when Jess separately started singing the same
song, she joined and then everyone else as well. I happened to
love that song! A reassurance that God is real, knows everything
about us and still speaks today. I am also reassured of His
sovereignty, redeeming love and power to heal, even in the area of
the mind and emotional brokenness. Personally afterwards I felt
like God was saying to me that if I do my part of living a healthy
lifestyle, I will never be effected by bipolar again. This has lifted a
huge burden off my shoulders and I feel like I have had my life and
hope for the future handed back to me. I know that God is in
control and that I don’t have to be afraid.
God challenged me to permanently change lifestyle during the
lecture phase of my DTS. Instead of the drinking and clubbing
culture so apparent in the UK, embracing a life of faith based
mission fulltime working for God. Seeking his kingdom and
investing in eternity. I have nearly finished being t-total for a year
and have found it really beneficial. I have a heart for the 10:40
window, in particular Asia. After completing my outreach in
Cambodia all I wanted to do was to return straight away, however
now I realise that I have to wait until God’s timing and really feel
that the sports department in Montana is where God wants me to
be for my next step. I am excited about this new venture and
where it will lead. I’m looking forward to the many God stories as I
learn to live by faith with God as my provider.
Prayer needs:
*For inspiration and energy as I start working in the sports
department and that I settle well into community life.
*That I my relationship and ministry with God would grow as I
step out to work for him full-time.
*For ongoing support and a trust in God’s provision.
”Jesus went through all the towns and villages, teaching in their
synagogues, preaching the good news of the kingdom and healing
every disease and sickness. When he saw the crowds, he had
compassion on them, because they were harassed and helpless, like
sheep without a shepherd. Then he said to his disciples,’ The
harvest is plentiful but the workers are few. 38Ask the Lord of the
harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest
field.’” Matthew 9v35-38
Email: emg777@hotmail.com
Jul 29, 2009
Shades of Pastures Greener
Amply sprinkled acts of kindness, treatment like your highness.
The trimmings do they matter?
Should we be seeking the abundant platter?
or simply the kingdom, whatever it takes?
A servant that knows his business
No expectations of a "feast of thanks" for duties carried out.
And yet thats exactly what I got.
a transatlanic banquet!
A symphony or chaos what will the final outcome be?
All is within divine sovreinity.
But choices have circumstancial concequence.
I wanna stay within the maker's fence.
Does compassion mean to let down ones point guard?
Does compassion require a personal place of need?
The opposite of greed?
An empathy and want to aliviate distress.
Anything else doesnt impress.
Don't limit God, dont put him in a box.
There was nothing about his appearance to attract us to him,
His majesty all soul.
He entred Jerusalem on one just older than a foal.
The world has been overcome, by those who believe in the Father's Son.
Settled, Stable, Step by step.
Slowly taking ground, away the debree swept.
Love dont hate or the truth is not in you,
Its hard not to distain when there is pain in every sinue.
Dont give up the fight, want to believe in what is right,
Continue in what you know because you know where is comes from.
May 15, 2009
Personal Training The Stars
Do everything without complaining or arguing so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation,
IN WHICH YOU SHINE LIKE STARS IN THE UNIVERSE.
I am currently staying at the YWAM base in Lakeside Montana as project staff which will last for two months. My responsibilities are to train the community on an individual basis in the new gym that has recently been finished. My aims for my two months stay are to write programs and train people in the gym, meeting with the other sports staff every day, helping with gym upkeep and general staffing duties. So far had enough interest to be keeping me busy and also have had the time and space to focus on God and to get stuck into a community that is fully focused on him as well as going into the world to disciple all nations.
Above Lucas appreciation day: Theme: Titanic
I am staying in the SBS dorm and have just got a new room mate called Breeann from Phoenix. All of the 40 students in the dorm are in the last two months of a 9 month Bible school. It's inspiring to be surrounded by people that are so into the Word of God.
Last week was a challenge for them as they were studying the book of Isaiah, they have to read through each book out loud all in one go. I joined some people for this and it took over 3 hours! It is really good to be in the same place as Pete and Amber as they prepare for their wedding. Thank you for reading and your continued support and prayers.
Love
Emily
Please Pray for:
> God's guidance on what to do in September.
> That I would draw my strength from God to do His work.
> That I would be able to support and encourage the full-time missionaries and students.
> God's provision for gym equipment as it is all donated.
Feb 17, 2009
Jan News: Much Ministry
My Daily routine consisted of...
9am Team Time
followed by prayer walking with Natalie,
12:30 – 1:30pm teaching an art class at the Youth Center.
2-3:30pm on Tuesdays and Thursdays we helped with street kids’ ministry at the Youth Center.
4pm baby house visit.
Between 5-6pm Jared and I continued teaching an English class.
Highlights were…a girl called Srey Noch asking to become a Christian at the end of class, followed by two of her friends a few days later. The lady we prayed for in the village getting healed from arthritic knees. Samuel texted to say that she had come to church told her testimony and become a Christian. Having an amazing time with our art class at a cafĂ© during one of our free days and having them ask questions about Buddha and Jesus. On our prayer walks building relationships with Bory and Mariah who owned textiles stalls at the Market Place. Thank you for reading and for all of your prayers and support. Feb. update to follow… Love Emily xxx
Feb 5, 2009
December Newsletter
Happy Christmas! I hope you’re all having a quality Christmas break!
Sunday 28th Dec
I’m sitting in an internet cafe about half a mile from where we are staying where they charge $0.50 per hour, so pretty cheap. The currency here is 4000 riel to $1. We’ve just come back from the four-square church down the road from us where the family we’re staying with help to run. It was a two hour service and most of the seats were taken up with children who live in the church orphanage. The whole service was in Khumi, starting with different groups of children doing songs with actions at the front. Some of the songs we recognized the tunes to such as father Abraham; I think that’s a favourite here.
The Village
The week before Christmas seven of the team went off to a village in another province about two hours away, we all went in a truck with our luggage and half the team perched on the back. This week was amazing. We arrived at the church last Friday and didn’t really know what to expect would be there or exactly what ministry we would be doing but had prepared some teachings and activities before arriving. The plot of land that they owned was about 40 square feet with a building for the church and above it was where the orphans slept. There was also a place to eat downstairs which was also used for English teaching. The English teacher is a guy called Suri, he is a really intelligent guy and has and interesting story. He used to live in the village and tell peoples fortunes until he heard the gospel and decided to accept Christ into his life. Now he serves the orphanage by living there and teaching the children. He is in a wheel chair so lives downstairs in the complex. All of their cooking was open air and water is pumped from underground. This was the only water supply so if you wanted to wash you had to pump some buckets and take them to the designated “shower”. Amber and I only did this once in the 6 days and we had to do it under torch light! This was a memorable experience under the diamond bright stars in between palm trees getting cold water poured on oneself. Living with chickens, cockerels, chicks, dogs and puppies and about 8 pigs made our stay a noisy one! They keep the pigs to be able to sell to provide money to feed the orphans.
The couple looking after the orphans are named Samuel and Stranuch. They were about the same age as the team and both of their fathers lived at the church. Samuel could speak good English and served as our translator, his father was the head pastor of the church and Stranuch’s dad teaches music; mainly drums and a keyboard. The church was set up in 2000 by an American pastor. Currently there are 26 children living there, either because their parents have died or because their families are in too much poverty to look after them. The children who still have families around can go and stay with them; so while we were there we got to know the 20 children who were there. I was blown away by the enthusiasm and warmth of the children. They all came out to greet us in the morning that we arrived and we quickly got to know them, making attempts to speak each other’s languages.
The heat slowed me down quite a lot and also because this is winter season in Cambodia they didn’t see the need for mosquito nets so I got bitten quite a lot. The electricity was produced using a generator but this went off at 8pm so we all had early nights. It was good that we went to bed this early because as soon as the cockerels saw a glimpse of sunlight they started crowing! Usually at about 4 in the morning! The kids got up at 5am before school for clean up and devotion and we got up for a lazy 7 o’clock breakfast. There was a lot of relaxing time during our stay when there wasn’t much to do but the main thing that we did in the week was visiting the church members.
“Old man River”
One older couple we went to visit most days lived in a house a short walk away. Most of the houses were wooden on stilts with hammocks underneath but theirs was grander, made of bricks with silver railings. The couple’s son had built it for them as he works in America. The lady was so warm and hospitable; she came out to greet us and pulled us in to the house ardently. She told us her testimony of how she heard the gospel and decided to believe, since then people kept asking how she was so strong, she used to get ill a lot but not now she goes on morning jogs. This was funny to hear from this little 80 year old Khumi lady, she had more energy than me! She told us that recently when she was jogging she fell over and felt her rib brake, people from the church prayed for her the pain had lessened. Her husband was bedbound because he had hip problems so we prayed for them as a team and read some scripture. Neither of them can read because their profession had been farming. Most of the people in the village are rice farmers. During the Khumer Rouge occupation he had worked in the fields and she had worked carrying heavy loads. Her faith and testimony was so inspiring because of its simplicity and yet it was everything to her. We agreed to visit her everyday while we were staying and they took up our offer to take her husband to church on Sunday.
On the way home Samuel took us past one of his friend’s houses who grows coconuts. We all stood around this 50ft tree while this guy climbed bare foot up the trunk then cut us down 10 coconuts. We drank from one of the coconuts there as the man sliced the top off for us; the water was so refreshing in the heat. That evening we joined the orphans for their evening prayer meeting. After praying they had asked if we could share a testimony or teaching so I shared two stories with them about God’s provision. I told the story about George Muller who ran an orphanage in Bristol, England after the cholera epidemic and how everyday he would pray for God to provide food and money to look after up to 300 orphans and everyday God provided what they needed. Also the story at the start of Brother Yun’s book “The Heavenly Man” after his father got miraculously healed and the whole family became Christians Brother Yun prayed and fasted for a Bible. There were very few Bibles in China at this time due to communism. On the 100th day of his fast there was a knock on his door and someone randomly gave him a Bible! Hopefully this was an encouragement to them as times were quite tough for them as the children were currently only getting two meals per day. They were also praying for money for transport and also money for more land so that they could keep more pigs to sell and make money to pay for food. All together they would need $ 4000 for all this. They also prayed for school uniforms for the children, more church members and for the government, against corruption.
First Westerners at Village cell church
On Sunday we attended the church service and Dave, Nathan and Mark went to get the older gentleman. We found out afterward that this was the first time that he had been out of the house in two years! The children sang and danced at the front, Nathan preached the sermon and Natalie shared a testimony based on Jeremiah 29v11. In the afternoon we were invited to one of the cell group churches in another village to encourage them. We all (30 of us including the children) piled onto the back of a “tractor”. We trundled to the village about 30 minutes away. It was so special to visit this house church. They met in a wooden house on stilts with holes between the slats and we all sat around the edges as they welcomed us and then began the service. Nathan preached again and we shared communion using fanta and crackers. Half way through communion an official looking guy with a camera showed up and started taking pictures. We found out that the church had never had western visitors before so the family had hired a photographer to record the event! Right at the end of the cell group the leader’s wife introduced us to a young girl who was about 10 years old. She was in a lot of pain as her leg had swollen to double the size of the other. She asked us if we could pray for her. The girl was really upset and it was pretty emotional, as we heard her story most of us were in tears. Her parents had died, leaving her and her sister. The neighbors were looking after her but were also abusive. She began having this problem with her leg and also she has tumors in her ears. The cell group family was trying to look after her but didn’t have enough money for food and definitely not enough to take her to the hospital. Amber was able to give her money from the team so that she could get checked out at the hospital.
The family took us outside to meet all the other children and we played games with them and met some of the neighbors as well. On the way back to the orphanage our tractor stopped off to see some monkeys. It turned out that these were inside the grounds of a temple where all the monks live. As Ywam guidelines say not to go there for ministry we didn’t stay long. We saw the monks that lived there and they found us funny, they must not see that many westerners as they were pretty intrigued by us.
Dirt Track Prayer Walk
Another highlight of the village trip was when Samuel took us on an Evangelism walk down the road that the church was on. As a group we walked along the track keeping an eye out for people who were interested in talking to us. We passed an older lady who came to the edge of her property to see us. We stopped and talked to her as Samuel translated and it turned out that she was suffering from arthritis in her knees, Nathan shared with her his testimony that he had been healed of arthritis in his knees when he was 23, he had had it since he was 5. When asked whether she had ever heard of Jesus she said yes, she watched programs about him on television every morning! We prayed for her knee but said she was still a Buddhist. We went further down the road and stopped at a house where they were selling things outside, we started chatting with them and then did one of our well rehearsed dramas. The drama was about how Jesus frees us from bondage when nothing else can. We weren’t really sure about what they thought of this and when we asked them they said that they had never heard of Jesus before. This walk was turning out to be history making, meeting people who had never even heard the name Jesus before. The drama had affected one lady in particular; she had become a Christian but had stopped believing because there was no one to encourage her. We prayed with her and Samuel wrote down her name to keep in contact and support her at church.
The last night was one of my favorite moments. I shared a teaching on the father heart of God and afterwards we gave them all crowns to represent that they were sons and daughters of God and gold coins to represent the inheritance that they receive from him. They were all loving it. We all said a word to encourage them at the end and it was emotional as we said our goodbyes. These children were such a treasure they didn’t have much material wealth or even loads of food to eat but it was clear to see that “the kingdom of Heaven belongs to such these.” The experience of spending time with these children really illustrated to me that the most important thing in life that we need is God’s word. An image that I will always have in my mind is how the children living at the orphanage all worship God with all their heart, mind and soul. It’s exciting to know that they are the rising generation of Christians in Cambodia.
On our final day we made our last visit to the older couple’s house. We chatted for a while and she told us that the night before she saw Jesus face above her bed, she had reached out to touch it but nothing was there! She gave us all hot drinks and then we said some goodbyes after going up on the roof to see views of ponds with pink lilies. We left the next morning after breakfast, traveling back on the truck with our luggage. I had traveled inside the truck on the way to the village so on the way back I took the opportunity to ride on the outside. Six of us perched on the side of the truck going 60miles an hour all the way home. Christmas day we woke up to pancakes and crepes and then had Christmas on the roof. We opened surprise presents from our family which none of us knew about; an awesome moment, I have to admit I shed a tear. In the evening we went for a meal at a nice restaurant.
Half the team was due to leave for the next village on Boxing Day (the 26th). For different reasons I decided not to go and stayed back with the West family, Amber, Dave and Jared. The plan is to help with orphanage ministry at the 4 square church not far from where we are staying and help with teaching an English class in the late afternoons. Ok, so that’s about a 5 page update. I commend you if you are still reading at this point! Thank you for your prayers and support. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
Until next time…
Emily xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
PS If you wanted to help support the Foursquare children of promise home, Bouengtrah you can contact Samuel at jesuschrist4kh@yahoo.com